Tale of Two Crystals
In every report card from my youth you will probably see the words "Crystal talks too much in class" scribbled on the back under the teacher comments. I was an outgoing, bossy lil thing and I did love to talk. All the way up until my senior year of high school, I had something to say. Then somebody had a brilliant idea and decided that pregnancy would shut me up real fast. Sadly, it worked. I zipped my lips at 17 years old and became shy, introverted Crystal. The social retard. Unless I know you extremely well, I will be awkward and quiet. I will turn red when any attention is put onto me. It has completely become who I am. To remember that young girl before 17 years old, is like thinking of someone else's memories. I have a home video of myself, when I was around 12 years old which totally puts on display, THAT Crystal. My kids love to watch it. I was silly, outgoing, and completely carefree. I watch with my family and tell them "See, mom use to be fun.